I love You. I can say that now. There’s no one I would rather say those magical words to. I admit it took me awhile to realize it, but I know it now.
The timing was bad. You were single, but I was kind of involved with someone else. You and I became close; acquaintances to best friends. I could tell You anything, except the whole truth about Hym. He was someone in my life that made me confused about my feelings for you. I was dedicated to Hym. We had history. We were supposed to be together, that was what we had planned; but the closer You and I got the more I was able to see possibilities with You. You were different from Hym and special.
Talking to You, I remember feeling so comfortable. With You I could be myself. I can be the Me that really is Me. With Hym, I find myself hiding the Me that I am with You. I’m able to trust You. I can let my guards down with You. You proved to Me, that you liked Me as a person. You laugh at my stupid jokes and smile at Me. I never feel as though you are expecting anything more than pure friendship from Me. Maybe You wanted more, but I never felt any pressure to change how we were together.
I messed up with Hym! I did. Honestly, this shouldn’t have ever happened. But I am forever bound to Hym.
You’ve moved on now. Our time together is over.
It took me too long to admit what was in my heart, and I must deal with that. I am loving what has been brought into my life, but I can never let You out of my mind. I will always think about what could have been from a Me & You.
I hope she knows what she has. I hope she realizes what a blessing You are. I hope she tells You she loves You as often as I want to. I hope You will never forget about Me.
Valentine’s Week Series Day 3
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Photo: The Carmen Jones love triangle, featuring Dorothy Dandridge (Carmen Jones) ,Joe Adams (Husky Miller) ,and Harry Belafonte (Joe)